Hey all! Wow, two whole months without a journal update, eh? Shoot! Let's see what ol' Mayhem can post pertinent to my absence since my last journal, shall we?

~ Work: Same old shit. Still at that God forsaken casino doing the same stuff over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. You know, I love cooking... I really do. But- I can't stand cooking for people who wont really appreciate the stuff I cook. I mean, they come they pay and leave. Wow. Not the most fulfilling of occupations. I take that back. Maybe to those who have a sincere passion for the culinary arts, if so, good for them. I enjoy cookig for friends and family. Least they'll appreciate the work it took to make them a good meal, ya' know? That's what I'm after.

~ Art: The hell is art? I know not of this "art" you speak off.... Seriously though, it's been bad for me for quite some time. I looked back into my gallery and noticed that I used to post almost every other day here, *phew*! Lately I've not only been in a slump, but, a lot of stuff has been goin' on for me personally that's greatly effected my attitude on a lot of things, including me PASSION.. and that is to draw. Because of said events I just dont really feel like pickin' up a pencil.. At least, not now anyway. I've got some projects that are in the works that I'd like to get back to, including "Big R". You guys seemed to have enjoyed that series.. and I just introduced Jesus, so, I cant just stop there!

~ Life: Like I said.. Things have been pretty cruddy. I'm now single after 2 years and 6 months. Been really bumpy but we still talk. Who knows... Maybe it was for the best; either it'll make a stronger couple of us 'or' it was just meant to be.
Planning on taking a lil' vacation to see my parents soon. It's been round, what, 3 years or so since I've seen my mom and step dad. God I miss them. I also miss home a whole lot! I like it here in New York, don't get me wrong, but my heart lies in Leominster, Massachusetts. I cant wait

So yea! Just summed everything up there real short n' sweet like. I cant make any promises of artwork REAL soon, but I'd like to get some stuff back up again.



Hope all of you have been doing well and I miss a ton of ya'.



Now for the Same ol' stuff :

My pets~
- my pup. Wonderful photographer, and simply awesome person!
my bunny. Great skills, and a hoot to chat with
- my hedgie. Check out her work. She's got great stuff
- my goat. Adorable, simply adorable. Check her work
- my mongoose. Funny and brilliant style.
- my kitty. A total doll.
- my ram. She's got a great unique style. Sweet stuffs
- my mutant panda. Luv her! Crazy skills she has!



Clubs I'm in:



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